shattered pieces

i hate myself for being lost in thought ,

when you are around

i hate it that i'm craving for ur attention

though you never glance at me

i hate myself for keeping the memories

though i noe, U HAVE MOVED ON,

i basically hate how do i feel when u are around,

LOSER, DORK, FOOL, yeah,,that's me,

i dun like being it,,but anyway,,u've made me feel like it,

CONGRATULATIONS,

for successing in making my life miserable though its just a moment,

i still hate it,,i'm feeling down and ugly,

i know u didn't mean it, and u probably doesn't care at all,

but i think i juz hate myself because i couldn't be LIKE YOU.

YOU? = MOVING ON

GETTING BETTER WITHOUT ME

BEING SUPERCOOL

HAVING WONDERFUL JOB

and many more i could not find words to describe,,,

note to myself- gud luck in being ME

i think i can do this,, will totally LETTING U GO just in time,,,ameen,,